Did i mention i have no friends? that I suck more then i ever thought?

goodness, why is it always like that? that i'm being left with no friend when i'm only trying to help? while they have fun and happy?

why wouldn't she understand that i only want to help? why wouldn't she listen to me?

wh ywould people like to be and cheat and betray on me?

i had way too much, but i just have to keep taking it all, cause i'm a coward.


crazy, i feel so good cursing my self, and calling myself names.

argh, would anyone just kill me?